I will lead this beast on a chain of flowers

General info
Freya! Aroace, genderfluid/femme enby. Some days are an enby day, some days are a womanly day. She/they, anyone can use them interchangeably. Sometimes people know me as Natalie, apologies for any confusion. Mestiza -- meaning I'm of European and Yaqui (Yoeme) descent. Our family's Yaqui side comes from Mexico;  I speak and write very little Spanish.

Fandoms
American McGee's Alice, Fatal Frame, Devil My Cry, Sailor Moon, Hellsing, Castlevania,The Grudge, Law & Order: SVU, Lies of P, Mike Flannagan's series, Berserk, Claymore, Vinland Saga, Priest, Feanorian Dumpster Fires, and Arthurian lore.

Music
Surprising no one, I am a metal head. Some of my favorite bands include Primordial, Dark Funeral, or Wolves in the Throne Room. But I also love psychedelic rock like The Doors. I grew up with Janis Joplin and Creedence Clearwater Revival. I'll dip my toes into more avant guard choices like Chelsea Wolfe or Lingua Ignota. Folk metal is one of my favorite genres, I'll talk anyone's ear off about Korpiklaani, Eluevitie, or Heidvolk. Some goth like Dead Can Dance and Unto Ashes. And I have a soft spot for The Clash, Irish folk music, medieval folk, Hossam Ramzy, Azam Ali, Niyaz, Wardruna, and Heilung. I have weird things saved on my playlist like "Take on Me" or something from an old movie soundtrack.

Special interests (or, you know, hyperfixations)
Drawing, painting, digital art, and traditional media. I have an interest in lace making, crochet and lace tatting. Sewing if I am able to and gaming when I need to mentally check out. I am a BJD owner, I own over 10 dolls I've collected since 2009. But also, making gothic dollhouses.

General disclaimers
- I am dyslexic, so sometimes whatever I write isn't coherent and sometimes ADHD compounds that
- I do struggle with C-PTSD and agoraphobia, sometimes that can bleed over in my moods, I will step away before it gets worse
- Sometimes I don't respond to DMs, plurks, Discord messages, etc. It's not that I don't want to reach out, sometimes anxiety prevents me from responding in a timely manner

 Some religious, theological stuff up in here. If that's not your deal, sorry. Also, some creepy stuff, because I can.


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